I didn’t mean to sit up and listen last night.
But I woke up, and it seemed too important not to be paying attention.
So, I have been awake since 2.30. And it shows. Today, things have been forgotten, done chaotically, not done at all…..
But some moments and events matter more than feeling on top of responsibilities. And I needed to know what was going on.
But I am going to sleep well tonight.
Thank you for bearing with me.
(And no, I am still not saying how I feel about it; too much has been said intemperately, too quickly, without care for others. I am practising the old Scottish virtue of “well, we’ll just wait and see” while sitting very very still….)